[Ozzy]
I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes

[Eminem]
Lately I really feel like I'm rolling for delph like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating an' I'm debating
On leaving this world this evening even my girls
Can see I'm grievin' I try and hide it
But I can't why do I act like I'm all high and mighty
When inside I'm dying I am finally realizing I need help.
I can't do it by myself too weak 2 weeks I've been having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right here.
I'm hatin' my reflection I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like yeah I look fat but what do I care?
I give a fuck only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her
Shit..

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[Eminem]
I lock myself in the bedroom bathroom nappin' at noon
Yeah dad's in a bad mood he's always snappin' at you.
Marshall what happened at you you can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off with your skills and your own fans are laughin' at you.
It become a problem you're too pussy to tackle get up
Be a man stand a real man woulda had this shit handled.
Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out homie just swift out and bust
Nah it ain't like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at no-body he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's perks and Methadone pills.
Yeah Em tight verse you killed it
Fuckin' drug dealers hang around me like "yes man"
And they gon' do whatever I says when I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their investment.
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend so fuck it I guess then...

[Chorus]

Don't know what I'm going through but I just keep on going through changes...

My friends just can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how bananas you'd be
You'd be an animal too if you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
And everybody's lookin' at you what you want me to do
I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse to be at a all time low.
I sit alone in my home theatre watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour the last tour he was still alive.
And it hurt sore fast forward sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more yeah you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one I am almost homeward bound.
Almost in a coma yeah homie come on don't look now
Daddy don't you die on me daddy better hold your ground.
Fuck don't I know the sound of that voice
Yeah baby hold me down.

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[Eminem]
Wake up in the hospital full of tubes plus somehow I'm pullin' through.
Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.
I'ma do it just for Proof I think I should state a few
Facts cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right so here's what I came to do.
Hailie this one is for you Whitney and Alaina too
I still love your mother that'll never change
Think about her every day we just could never get it together.
Hey wish there was a better way for me to say it
But I swear on everything I'd do anything for her on any day.
There are just too many things to explain when it rains
Guess it pours yes it does wish there wasn't any pain.
But I can't pretend there ain't I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers heaven knows there never been a saint.
I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history
But just today I looked at your picture almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously wish it didn't end this way.
But I just had to get away don't know why
I don't know what else to say I guess I'm..

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